Phutlet Um Lo Hmangaina

Ziektu: Prof. Lal Dena, Inpui.com Patron

Mi hmangaituhai hmangai lêt ve, mi lunginsiettuhai lunginsiet lêt ve hi a harsa nawh. Ei kaisana hung inthokhai kaisana inthok ve khom an hoi. Chun, mi chungah thil thra ei thawin mi khomin ei chungah thil thra hung thaw ve dingin ei beisei hlak. Mi’n ei chunga thil thra an thaw beiseina lei chauha mi chunga thil thra ei thaw a ni chun, chu chu inphutlêtna nun, nun sawlum a nih.

Ngaizawng ei nei a, ei hmangai a. Kha hmangaina kha phutlêt hmangaina am, phutlêt um lo hmangaina? Mi ka va hmangai chungah khan neitu nina ka hauh nghal chun, chu chu hmangaina huomhap ning a ta, hmangaina tak tling zo naw nih. Keiin nei lang, mi dangin chang naw hai sien ka tih chun keima hmakhuo chauh ka ngaituo tina a nih. Neitu nina ka hauh chara inthok khan kha hmangai khan ka hmangai anga mi hmangai ve dingin ka phût nghal bok. Chuong anga a mi hmangai ve theina ding chun theitawp ka suo hlak. Chuong sa khom chun a lungril ka hne chuong naw thei. Keiin ka nei thei naw ding ti ka hang hriet chara inthokin lungsena sukhmingsiet theina po poa sukhmingsiet chauh khom ni loa that hiel dam ka nuom a ni chun, chu chu phutlêt ngiet hmangaina huomhap ning a nih.

Kum 2007-a Kolkata nunghak Chatterjee chunga thil tlung kha mi tam tak chun ei la hriet zing ka ring. Bangalore Call Centre pakhata a thawpuipa nei a nuom naw leiin, a tlangvalpa’n chemten a diemnemah voi sawmthum neka tam a sun a, a lamlien sirah a ruong a pei a ni khah! Lainat a um hle. Mi ei hmangai a, ei hmangai angin an mi hmangai ve naw pha, ei thang a tlawm a, ei lung a sen a, tuolthat chen ei nuom pha hlak. Chu chu phutlêt hmangaina a ni leiin, a petu le a dongtu ta ding khomin sawl a um ve ve a, a tlo naw a, a hadam bok nawh.

Phutlêt um lo hmangaina chun mani hmasielna le thikthu a nei ve nawh. Chuong ang hmangainaa chun chapona, mi hnuoisie tumna le chet mawi nawna hrim hrim khom a um thei nawh. Ei hmangaiin a mi hmangai let ve le ve naw khan ei hmangainaah danglamna a siem nawh. Mi ei va hmangaihai khan mi theidain mi hmelma hai sien khom, anni ei hmangaina chu a pangngai zing tho. Chu hmangaina lei chun, ieng tik lai khom an ta dingin thil thra thaw ei nuom a, thei ni sien la lem chu an ta dinga arasi lak chen khom ei inhuom hlak. Mi’n an hming hrilsie hai sien ei tuor na a, ei lung a khei a, ei hmèl khom kawl innim angin a’n thim hlak. Ei ngaizawnghai chu mi nu mi pa lo ni tahin, an luah kelsam tro rak tah sien khom, upahai chun behna tom inpek khom a têl a la lien bik hlak an tih chu! A mak a nih. Sienkhom tonhriettu ta ding chun a mak nawh.

Hla phuok thiem Pu Vankhama chun hieng hin a lo insam chu tie!

Ka thai chang mah lo la,

Hmangaih, lung i dum phawt chuan,

Lawm zel tang e.

A kawk a va hei inthuk veng veng de! A ngaizawngnu, a hmangai tak chu a nei thei naw khom lo ni sien, lungawi taka a ngaizawngnu’n trâng dang a va bela a lungawina chu lungawipui theiin, a hmangai tak, a ngaizawngnu hlimna chu hlimpuiin, mi dangin a hmel mawina le ditumna an pom chul ding khom chu a dit tak inhoitirna tak a ni phot chun, thîk khom thîk phal loin a lawmpui thei pei a nih. Inhoi ti lo le rinum takin lo um pal sien, diriem nekin poi a tipui a. Mi nuhmei lo ni tah sien khom, a phur sawk zang theina ding iemani bek thaw dingin a la’n huom zing hlak. Chu umzie chu a ngaizawngnu’n pasal dang a va nei khan a hmangaina a tawp el nawh tina a nih. Hmangaina chu chatuon dai a ni si a.

Chuong ang hmangaina zet chun Pathien hmangaina khom a hnai thuok el naw maw? Phutlêt um lo hmangaina chun ramri a nei naw a, chi leh kuong a thlier naw a, upa le naupang a thlier bok naw leiin kum le ramri khom a nei nawh. Chuong ang hmangaina chun thre dar nekin a lak khawm lem hlak. Phutlêt um lo hmangaihna dongtuhai khom an um trok trok thei bik chuong nawh. Phutlêt lei ni si loin hmangai lêt ve nuomna an nei hlak. Chuong ang hmangaina chun thil thra thaw nei loin a um ngai nawh.

French President Nicholas Sarkozy khom ‘Thlawibuong’ Carla Bruni zùnah a lo inuoi tlu let dèr kha tie! Ni khat lai el khan an innei tah nghe nghe. Carla kha a zei bok a, talen khom a hauh- fashionist, model le singer a lo nih. Carla album “Love Addict”- a “You are my drug/More deadly than Afghan heroin/More dangerous than Columbian white” ti dam kha chu a turu bok a nih.  Columbian Foreign Minister Fernando Araujo khomin a ngaimaw hiel a nih kha! Carla Album tlangzar ding leiin Sarkozy khomin Ireland-a a’n zin ding hun a son hiel a nih. Chanchinbu miha’n Sarkozy an soiselnaa chun hieng hin an ziek a: ”Mr President, you can love Carla Bruni without loving her husband”. Hai re hai! Sarkozy khom ‘hmangaina ngolveina’ tuipuiah a tla lut ve chieng maw!

A nih, phutlêt um lo hmangaina chu ‘hmangaina ngolvei’(Love Addict) ti luo inla, a lo indik tak lem awm ie. Zu ngolveihai chun an nuom an nuom naw thu ni tah loin zu an ngaina khan a fen lèng a; damdawi ngolveihai khom chuong ang tho chu an nih. Hmangaina ngol invoitu chu hmangai lo thei lo ngirhmunah a um a, miin an hmangai lêt ve le ve naw a donsak tah nawh.

Awleh, phutlêt um lo hmangaina hi Pathien thu deuh hlek khomin hei sui met ei tih. Korean Professor Chai Shin Yu Autobigraphy-a thil hril pahniin ka lungril a tawk bek bek a. Prof Chai leh hin kum 1997-ah Yonsei University, Seoul-ah Visiting Fellow-a ka fe trumin kan inhmu a. A lekhabu panga zet a mi pek nghe nghe. Chai hi Korea sim le hmar indo lai khan kum sawm pariet mi a ni ta a. Ni khat chu Chai le a ruolhai chu Communist Intelligence Bureau (CIB) hotupa’n a man tawl a. Communism dodaltu le South Korea trantua intumin, a silai kawma hlap thluk khom chu dittawk loin, a bûtin a la hei sui a, thi loa ruongin a suok trawk a. Amiruokchu, ni iemani hnungah, chu CIB-pa chu bomb-in a malah a deng a, thi hmun suolin a um el tah a. Chai-in a hei hmu chun a lungrilah hieng ang hin thu an insuol a: San thei la ning a ti? Thi vanga mi soisatu kha ieng inkhawkin am ie ka san ding? Ana chu, Isu Krista i ring an naw maw? Hmelma khom hmangai dinga inchuktirtu che a ni naw am a ni?” tiin. A tawpa chun Krista hmangaina suklangna remchanga ngaiin, Chai chun mi hliempa chu a va pan a, a puok tah a. A tlukpui a, a hang puok nawk ding char chun CIB-pa chu a hung trong suok a.

CIB: Ka hmelma che a, that che khom ka nuom a…

Chai: Ka hriet an nawm.

CIB: Anleh, iem a tih a, mi san dinga hienga i’n sukbuoi? Ka sipaihai hlak chun   an mi tlansan vong tah si a!

Chai: Hmangaina chu inhmelmakna le intheidana nekin a hrât lem. Nangmaa inhmelmakna um kha ka theida a, nang ruok chu ka hmangai che.

Chu phing leh, CIB-pa chu hnuoi a kûn a, a’n thin a. A hmaa theidana mita intûr ngula meng kha, a biengah mitthli a hung luong zoi zoi el tah a. Chai khom chu insûm zo tah loin, van tieng a ngha a, “Lalpa, ka lawm che” tiin a trap ve tah a. Chai chun sipai hotu chu a puok nawk a, Pyongyang Military Hospitala thruoi dingin ambulance-ah a sie tah a nih.

Prof Chai khan CIB-pain a hmangai lêt ve chite khom a phût nawh. Pakhat North Korea tieng a fe a, pakhat South Korea tieng a liem a. Sienkhom, an inthre chu an chanchin tawpna a ni nawh. Chai testimawni tiemtuhai lai nasa takin sin a thaw a, USA-ah Ph.D. hmu dinga research a thaw sung po po, America papui le nupuihai chun a chungah phûtlet um lo hmangaina an inlangtir a, “I nauhai chawmna thra a pêk, Tlaksamna an tri tah nawh” ti chu a ni tin hla a lo ni lem tah a nih.

Hi naw khom hi, Prof Chai chun a lekhabuah a thil tuok dang a ziek a. Korea indo lai bok hin, Communist volunteer-haiin Rev.Yang Won Sohn nau pasal pahni an man a; a upa lem kap hlum el dinga an inngirtir lai chun, a naupang lem chun, “Ka u aiin kei mi kap lem el ro,” tiin a va’n daw a. Chuong sa khom chun an unau chun an kap hlum tah a. Sawtnawtea, South Korea le America sipaiha’n Soon-Chun biel an hung lak a, North Korea sipaihai chu an hung hnot dok a, a thren an man a, a thren an kap hlum bok a. Rev Yang nauhai kap hlumtu ngei khom mana umin, khaihlum dingin a chungthu an rèl a. Chu thu Rev Yang-in a hang hriet chun, a nauhai thattu chu naua lak (adopt) dinga ngenin, insuo dingin sipai hotuhai a ngen chu tie! A va mak ropui de! Kei chun Rev.Yang hmangaina kha ‘hmangaina invêt’ ka ti a nih. Voi tam sipai hotuha’n an ngaituo hnungin tuolthattupa chu Rev Yang kutah an pek tah a nih. Hi ku hi a nih phutlêt um lo hmangaina chu! Hi ku hi a nih ‘hmangaina ngolvei’ chu! Hi lekhabu ka tiem ni chun, Rev Yang hmangaina ang hi ieng tik am ka nei thei ve ding aw, ka ti vong vong el!.

Pathien naupa chu khawvel sandam theitu a ni bok a, a hemdetuhai ta dingin, “Pa, anni hi ngaidam rawh, an thilthaw an hriet naw a nih” tiin a trongtrai a ni khah. Stefen khoma lunga dengtuhai ta dingin Isu Krista trongtraina hla bok a hmang ve khah! Hi trongtraina ku hi phutlêt um lo hmangaina umzie hrilfiena chieng tak chu a nih. Phut lêt um lo hmangaina suklang a nina hmuna hrim hrim thung lêt i beisei naw lai zingin, lo thei loa hmangai let vena thlarau mihai lungrilah a hring suok tho tho hlak. Chuong ang hmangaina i suklangna mihaia  inthok chun thung lêtna i hmu naw a ni khomin, sîr danga inthokin malsawmna chu damlai ni lá là khomin hung luong lut tho tho a tih. Hi ku hi ning a tih ie Tirko Paula’n, “Hmangaina chu a dawthei a, hmangaina chu a ngilnei. Hmangaina chun a thik naw a, mani inpak a thaw ngai nawh. Hmangaina chu a chapo naw a, mawi naw takin a chang naw a, mani hma a siel naw a, a lung a sen mei mei nawh. Hmangaina chun mi thaw suol a’n chik zing naw a, suol a lawm naw a, thutak ruok chu a hlimpui hlak. Hmangaina chun a hliekhu tlat a, a ringzo tlat a, a beisei tlat a, iengkim a tuor muolsuo hlak. Hmangaina chu chatuon dai a nih,” tia a lo tlang insampui kha. (April, 2008)